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I tighten my belt ‘fore I beg for help
Foolish pride is what held me together through the years
I wasn’t felt which is why I ain’t never played myself
I just play the hand I’m dealt, I can’t say I’ve never knelt
before God and asked for better cards at times to no avail
But I never sat back feelin sorry for myself
If you don’t give me heaven I’ll raise hell
‘Til it’s heaven

– Justify My Thug

An even better feeling is doing what people feel isn’t even possible.

When a simple conversation with your parents or a older relative turns into “I’m going to send you a little money”

This is exactly how I feel at 11:49 pm . Actually who am I kidding this is how I’ve felt since a child. Who ever decided this whole “it’s the rules thing”. I was just having an in head and twitter rant about this very thing.  I am most certainly going to just let my eagle wings spread and fly for self. These days there is way to much posturing and doing things for the sake of being told that they have to be done. Maybe we should all just learn to enjoy things that were meant to be enjoyed. I’ve been to concerts and saw people trying to act cool and just slightly bop their heads. For what? You do that in the elevator , at a concert your supposed to spazz! Ugh. I digress the point is that we should maybe get back to doing things for the love of it not the assumed perception of a few others(kill joys).

If this rants not grammatical . Sue Me

– Kwame reBELLEous

One of my friends today got accused of being self important. “Lol” well that pic might be a little  self important. You can tell I’m not a expert photographer because all of the words are definitely backwards , but it didn’t change the fact that the words were still there! Backwards or not! I was so proud of myself for finally getting some print love. Trust me though, the words are better than the picture.

Funny thing is the said friend is actually REALLY every person-important

Anyway

Tons of Self Importance

Back in the beginning of the fall semester I had a goal. The goal was to get this article published in the Oswegonian. Although it was August and Lebron James and his “decision” had already been discussed to ad nauseum. I still wanted in, I had something to say. For me writing mostly comes out of the feeling of necessity. I’ll have the feeling that what I’m discussing needs to be heard. Not so much in an arrogant way but perhaps in a “why isn’t anyone saying this?” This was a classic example of that. Although since the day of his free agency announcement Lebron had become subject to much criticism. From Cleveland, causal and die-hard fans and former players alike, I never saw anyone take a different perspective on something I felt was a legitimate argument. With that in mind I decided that perspective would come from me. What better way to express it than through the schools newspaper? Armed with that conviction and a pretty ambitious goal to be published in the newspaper of a school I had yet to attend a class at I went wrote for broke. Submitted and hoped for the best. Nonetheless…

This was the Final Result

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Everyday when I wake up the same thing happens faithfully. I always wake up with a few lines of a song in my head. Most likely it’s going to be a rap song because the lyrics are what usually becomes embedded in my head.  The lyrics can range from super deep to something as whimsical and silly like ” How much they hated? Very! / Kiss girls like Katy Perry”. Today though it seemed to really be words that spoke to me. I woke up and I saw this overcast day and subconsciously thought about all the things that need to be done now, and in the near future when the semester starts. That’s when these words came to mind.

No compass comes with this life
Just eyessssss
So to map it out
You must look in-Siiiide
Sure books can guide you
But your heart defines you…

-Life is but a “Beach Chair”

I’m not really big on this whole idea of love or anything like that. Some people are really into that. I see them all the time on Facebook and etc; it’s just amazing how much people dedicate to the idea of being in love. That and pretending to live a life they don’t . Those two things are really prevalent in today’s happenings.

I’m not really so much into money as the picture would indicate. I mean I am to a certain extent . I enjoy money a lot. It provides me with so many freedoms and allows me to engage in the things I really enjoy. That’s why I never understood why people say money isn’t the key to happiness.Well being broke isn’t either. So how bout I take that money and try my chances. Like Lil Wayne said ” you can’t be broke and happy/ so me / I’m Mad Rich”.

What makes me go though is winning. I love life. I’m real into in fact. Maybe more so than the everyday human being.  I have this overwhelming desire to just succeed. Sometimes my “dreams” keep me up at night. That’s why when I go to sleep I try and keep my thoughts short and sweet. I Briefly think about the next day and that’s it. Otherwise I might never get to sleep thinking about all of the different thing I want to do. That’s what I love though. Somehow I find it a little more practical to be obsessed with winning and enjoying all of these different things than to worry about falling in love. For the record how many people do you know that DON’T fall in love? Now ask yourself how many people that you can say don’t enjoy life. How many people do you know that haven’t succeed? Exactly my point. The ratios on the probable answer when you take a minute to think about it are probably drastic. So with that said. I’ll let love do it’s inevitable thing, the money that’s just for tally not the pursuit and Life. Well that I will keep on chasing.

-Guess I’m Not a Love Jones, My Bad..