Though I realize that the next few years are going to entail progressively harder work I still tend to bite off more than I can chew, inside and outside of class as well. This is because it is really the only way to test your limit. You have to walk the razors edge between satisfaction and disaster. Though it may sound like pure vanity, its not. However you do need a lot of confidence to flirt with danger though too much can leave you in a worse position than not having the audacity to push your self.
I think that this delicate tango between you and danger makes a person know when they should lead, when to watch there toes, and even more unnerving take a calculated risk and let fate lead. And I know it may sound crazy putting myself through hell to push the limits of my chemistry capacity and it is, but people do crazy things when there in love.